Wednesday, October 21, 2009
So, the verdict's out I guess.I couldn't change her mind about the issue, but she let me see things in a different light. She pointed out my mistakes and helped me pave my next step. She even planned out the whole strategy for me. I know I'll have her support throughout the battle. She clearly identified all my insecurities and reassured me time and again. I'm no longer afraid. I'm not alone. I'll rise again and I'll be even stronger.
Now, let's talk about the other her.
She can ruin my name but not harm me internally. I've been fooled by her, played by her, and hurt by her. As I licked my wounds I told myself to be smarter next time. However, I fell again. Many times. But now, I won't be deceived again.
I was the one to nurture her, to give her way too much power before I was sure of what I was doing. Did I know that I was breeding a dog that would eventually bite my hand, the very hand that fed her? Of course not. I regretted every moment of it. But it's not the time to be mad at myself now, what I can, and need to do, is to right the wrong.
She's coming back, and I'll be right here to wait for her. We'll duel once again in front of everyone. I'm not certain that I'll emerge as the winner, but I know I'll die trying to protect what I really love and cherish. What I hope is that when I'm no longer able to fight on, someone will be around to take over me and finish up the remaining job.
I'm ready now. Let the battle begin.
My name is Corrine and I dont think I really know who I am anymore. This is my blog, and maybe from here you'll find that I'm not exactly like the Corrine you used to think you knew.
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New shoes. New bags. New slippers. New handphone. New clothes. Good grades. Sleep. Food. My bolster. NCCG IS DA LOVEEE!
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Hello Kitty, Play with us today.
We'll laugh and sing on this lovely sunny day.
All your friends are waiting for you, ready to run and play.
Everyone will gather round. This is what they'll say:
"When we see your friendly smile, you brighten up our day."
Oh! Hello, Hello Kitty, Hello's your friend.
Your smile is pretty like a flower that's in bloom.
Love is in your heart. It sings a happy tune.
Hello, Hello Kitty. Play with us today.
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