Thursday, August 28, 2008
hello people corrine is mugging now. at this time. can you believe it?okay i just thought that was incredible.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
oh shit, dont tell me you're the one.
THIS IS THE 300TH POST AND I SHALL MAKE IT MY BIRTHDAY POST :D though once again i'm a day late. hah but who cares. so yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! i'm finally 16 years old. woah that sounds kind of old but nevermind. so i shall thank all the wonderful people who made yesterday such a great one!
those who msged me happy birthday!
well, according to sequence.
1) my sister (hah she actually cheated. wished me happy birthday at 10 plus then went to sleep. LOL but she had common test and yeah. she was indeed the first.)
2) meilin (at 23 59!)
3) CHENGDINGYI.
4) weichong (super shocking HAHAHA.)
5) kailing :D
6) fion!
7) rachel :D
8) hwele (oh mans you actually slept early! asshole LOL.)
9) cherngyew! (yeah you remembered!)
10) sueng *WAVES WAVES*
11) michelle!
12) jessabelle!
13) melissa!
14) yiyan!
15) candice :D
16) clement!
17) jingying!
18) olive!
19) shannon!
20) yeeching!
21) mayee!
22) yangyang!
23) mengting :D
24) charmain :D
25) jasline toh (oh my god you scared me!)
26) xinyu!
27) hwele AGAIN!
28) xinzhi (who attempted to be the last one. but failed LOL.)
29) hweleng (AFTER 23 HOURS AND 59 MINUTES. finally.)
those who wished me happy birthday verbally!
okay this isnt very accurate because my memory is literally failing me. so if you dont see your name here PLEASE TELL ME. i love you! eh wait oh my god sorry i cant remember any names. ah people please help me fill this space up okay. thank you very much.
nice nice nice letters/cards from the following peeps!
well, according to sequence again.
1) CHENGDINGYI.
2) charmain :D
3) meilin and hwele (one each! just that same time!)
4) yeawen and yanting and huilan and guekleng and daphne and celestine and celestine AGAIN and jingying (one each and same time as well hahaha.)
those who tagged my blog or wished me in some other way!
ruichen, kailing, eunice, meilin, huayyee, jiaxuan, wanling, josh.
oh and yeah. i shall talk about the presents next time. hahaha. and anywayxz i have many other things to blog about. life has been rather okay for me unless you wanna talk about the never-ending common tests. it's like really forever ongoing. hah and i finished my o level oral-english! it's like not bad larh, quite fun and everything. the teachers were very nice. they kept smiling at least LOL. it wasnt really stressful and i think i did much much much better than during prelims. well, hopefully. and and and, singapore table tennis girls team won the silver medal! FENG TIAN WEI IS DAMN COOL AND DAMN SHUAI LARH CAN. oh my god. my new idol <3
LOL i'm tired after all the talking. bye!
Friday, August 15, 2008
You made me cry, again.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
I soak up all the pain in silence,Accepting the fact I have no one left.
It's ironic how when you're lonely,
The whole world seems to be in love.
I don't need to be wanted.
I just want to be needed.
Being lonely isn't the worst feeling;
it's being forgotten by
someone you can never forget.
She is lonely even though you can't tell.
She is reaching out for what, she doesn't know.
She will continue to sit in silence,
And hope that someone may stumble across her
and all of her emptiness.
But they only hope that they do it in time.
Otherwise she will have drifted too far,
letting go of whatever grasp of the world she has.
As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone,
Nearly unnoticed.
I don't wish to be everything to everyone,
but i would like to be something to someone.
she thinks she has everyone,
everyone on her side;
but when things get rough,
she looks around,
and has never felt so alone.
Did you think I would cry on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like being alone?
have you ever had that empty feeling inside of you,
like no one cares or loves you back feeling?
Sometimes, the only thing you find yourself
wishing for is for someone to be wishing for you.
The darkness is where i sit,
I seem so far away,
away from everyone else.
My world seems to be falling
and there's no one there to catch me.
You might not notice,
but i need a good friend,
someone to talk to when I'm down.
There's so much on my mind that i want to get out,
but there's no one around.
Well I can't ever really believe
No one was sent to get me.
And I feel like I'm being erased.
No one got left here.
Sometimes I feel like the last cookie
in the jar all alone.
I miss feeling appreciated and wanted.
I miss that little bit of comfort it gave me.
I needed someone, no one was there.
I asked for help, and no one answered.
I begged for forgiveness, no one cared.
I screamed for attention, no one noticed.
I cried for you, no one dried my tears.
I hate this,
I've never felt worse in my life.
I need to talk to someone,
but no one would understand.
I'm feeling completely alone,
and it's not like I have anyone to turn to anyway.
I guess I'm just at a point
in my life where I honestly don't know what to do with myself.
She falls apart by herself.
No one's there to talk or understand.
i'm spinning out of control.
I thought you would be there
to let me know i'm not alone,
but in fact that's exactly what i was.
What do you do when you don't want to live,
but you're not yet ready to die?
What do you do when the life that you lead
Has turned out to be just a lie?
What do you do when you're so much alone
that it seems like there's no one at all?
What do you do when you're right on the edge,
With no one to catch you when you fall?
What can you do?
Who can you call?
My life seems so empty with its gains and falls,
And I'm screaming at my phone when nobody calls.
It hurts to feel that no one is there for you,
and that nobody cares.
It hurts to be wondering what your purpose is,
or why you're even there.
Tell me how would you feel?
You would probably give up too,
if no one believed in you.
Waking up is hard to do when no one loves you.
No one will notice that I'm gone,
but deep down inside,
i hope that i'm wrong.
This empty room it fills my mind,
Freedom it leaves me confined;
Every single wall has cracked,
But in this life you can't turn back.
Today I'll sing my song again,
I'll play this game and pretend.
But all my words come back to me in shades of mediocrity
Like emptiness in harmony I need someone to comfort me.
I like it when I'm alone,
because then I don't have to pretend like everything is okay.
i feel unwanted ):
Saturday, August 02, 2008
HAPPY SUPER SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR YOONG MEI LIANXZ!(of course i know i'm one day late.)
My name is Corrine and I dont think I really know who I am anymore. This is my blog, and maybe from here you'll find that I'm not exactly like the Corrine you used to think you knew.
I CuddleThings
New shoes. New bags. New slippers. New handphone. New clothes. Good grades. Sleep. Food. My bolster. NCCG IS DA LOVEEE!
ParadeRubbish
Studying. Hunger. Penniless. Sleepy.
A LineDropped Me
Freestyle Drill Team
PART D GIRLS!
PART C GIRLS!
Amanda
Anlee
Chanyiting
Charlene
Charmain
Eugene
Eunice
Evia
Fangqi
Fishy
Hariz
Huashu
Huayyee
Huiyu
Hwele :D
JaneChai!
Janice!
Jason
Jeewang
Jiaqi
Jiayi
Jiayun
Jinhui
JOCELYN
Joyce
June
Kiathoon
Leong
Maggie
May
Mengting
Meilin :D
Peiting
Ruichen
Sarah
Supernumerary
FourOne'08
Tracy
TwoTwo'06
Vannie
Weixin
WEST DISTRICT!
Xinyi
Yanlin
Yanting
YEECHING! :D
Yunian
ParadeMore Rubbish
A SongSang
Hello Kitty, Play with us today.
We'll laugh and sing on this lovely sunny day.
All your friends are waiting for you, ready to run and play.
Everyone will gather round. This is what they'll say:
"When we see your friendly smile, you brighten up our day."
Oh! Hello, Hello Kitty, Hello's your friend.
Your smile is pretty like a flower that's in bloom.
Love is in your heart. It sings a happy tune.
Hello, Hello Kitty. Play with us today.
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