Thursday, August 31, 2006 yesterdaywoke up wif a terrible mood cos i didnt sleep enough n yet my mum's still nagging at me then i went to sch very grumpily then on e way mel called me i snapped at her huh? but frankly speaking i dun feel bad at all not at all then reached sch buy food to eat then mood turned good lol in fact i was so damn hyper so hyper tad i was kinda a guai kia even during TYF's lesson miracle today rain rain rain reached clementi mrt station at e usual time 6.35am but thanks to jingg we got trapped in e rain n were almost late super wet super cold went ard to give presents to teachers so damn cold then wear class tee super transparent found out tad mr liu actually know how to play basketball!! so cool i was once good at it once then went back to primary sch alot of very cute little boys n gals aso got some irritating ones like got 1boy we kicking water bottle cos no soccer ball then he purposely wana ka jiao us made me damn angry so i chased him until he went into e toilet carn go in idiot sian tomoro got yellow ribbon fund raising thing at cck mrt everyone pls come la if not very cham leh who wud wana donate to us??!!! summore wearing no3 i look so dumb lucky ms tan let us go buy badge not so bad ahh why am i calling her "ms tan"?!
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 why my life just sucks so much??!!!!
today got training 100% sian for no apparent reason i just feel sian i just wana be dismissed no much to do just PT then 10min drills then interview abt duno wad shit orienteering competiton or something xia4 si3 wo3 le so dark i tot inside only got 2pp lo then i realized tad dere r still 2pp behind me another shock kena punished by TYF during eng huh? for not doing her hw like i care who cares abt tad bitch? stand then stand lo i am born to be punished standing can train endurance level too muahahaha so to tad bitch: no point punishing me. cos i just hate u. i just dun wana do yr hw. i hate chinese i hate chinese projects i hate those chinese teachers who r just so boring!! fuck!!
Monday, August 28, 2006 among kanina jibai tahmah walau ...........................i still prefer FUCK
sooo many pp say they going to pon sad wad happened? i tot they very guai de? haix another batch of hopeless case fine all collaspe! then dun care all of us die part b motto? duno go where le fuck all assholes tad like to pon so much la!! pon pon pon might as well quit!! drag us down everytime made me waste so much smses to persuade those pp to come in e end still pon fine they wan pon their business
Sunday, August 27, 2006 I, Corrine Low Si Han, hereby annouce that I AM DEAD.
wad e fuck has happened to me?
Saturday, August 26, 2006 waihou teaching me things abt IMT?i duno i carn understand his drawing anyway thanks to darrel!! for giving me his no4!! but it's kinda too big huh? e shirt is reaching my knees leh then my dad say might as well wear his he aso got spare uniform wtf nvr say earlier later got tuition sian after tuition going out to celebrate shannon's bday happy bday shannon!!
Friday, August 25, 2006 "whole lot knock it down"long time no hear huh? hmm duno whether shud be happy anot long time nvr kena pumped le haha (still.. not funny) ytd kena pumped today still thinking abt it haix think too much or maybe nothing to think? siao no la cos my palms very red though it's only 10 budden.. maybe they shud check e temp. next time IMT zero. shannon dere's no need to keep reminding me of tad e zero is stuck damn inside my mind le fuck it la so stupid how come i haven got a brain tad tells me i had aimed e wrongly?? today english lesson TYF!! jieming dao her huh? someone said tad her eyes were filled wif tears duno true anot didnt see leh in my opinion at first no one was in e wrong after tad TYF was e one who ask her still go n bring up e subject?? stupid bitch she haven got a brain to think failed my physics n chemistry as for lit.. unexpectedly A2!! OMG!! lol..
Thursday, August 24, 2006 today sucks.B3 for geography. sucks. cocked up huh? i very scared i will back to my sec1 life again. let me keep my fingers crossed. i got B3 for maths (why all B3?) actually to me it's quite ok la. though not satisfied. but not very upset la. e reason why i need e 1mark is.. my mum!! she wans me get A1 la i disappointed her again n maybe mr liu? hmm try harder next time bahx IMT. zero. it's a terrible OMG. i aimed wrongly. how can one be so stupid?! me lo go back school suay. kena knock it down. gtg
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 stupid fan.why must it die (like me) when it's my turn to sit dere??!! so SUAY aiya anyway next week can change seat le phew i dun wana stay in tad wretched place foreva tomoro last paper maths didnt study for maths i dun think last-minute-chiong works so i am here XD actually i am here almost everyday haha (not funny la!!) siao le after finishing e 500-word apology letter i became like this sian nothing more hmm we didnt manage to get e class tee today huh?
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck fuck la go recess aso got fault fucker!! 500word apology letter excuse me apologize to a bitch??!! siao!! i rather do 500pumpings so idiotic!! fuck!! who cares abt her stupid remedial?? dun think anyone learn anything lo she wans 500words right?? shall give her 500F-U-C-K s.
Monday, August 21, 2006 chinese was sooo hard.bet it killed most of us my chinese not bad aso kena die le la how can i flunk my second best subject?? currently geo beta than chinese la budden i duno why i got this premonition tad this time my geo results r not very good haix die then die lo just let history repeat itself if it wants to fine i dun care anyway i am not caring haha (funny ah??!!) walau ki siao-ing again tad TYF lectured me today in front of those kids!! fuck la just cos i did e famous BL kiss lol not funny actually i'll make sure i torture her during lesson time shud go see her class lo her own class pp more ah lian than us stupid tomoro science huh? chemistry + physics physics rawks!! though i dun really get it but e teacher is damn nice!! as for chemistry.. erm no comments bahx another sure - die subject time to start afresh yah? yesterday carn sleep e whole night just thinking abt this maybe tad's cos why i got headache in school? anyway some conclusions i am going to start afresh (for tad.. hopefully) no point struggling i carn change facts time to accept them at least shud try why make myself so unhappy? for someone tad regards me as just another human find someone beta :) continue my so called ah lian life continue to attitude e pp i shud (some changes huh?) continue to be a slack cadet continue to be a student tad drives teachers nuts (some exceptions) continue to be a crazy but happy gal yeah!! (dripping sweat) (hope tomoro can get class tee!)
Sunday, August 20, 2006 sianzalone at home bluffed my mum said tad i was studying but obviously i am not haix so lonely wana go jog wif hua shu but mum sure wont allow de tomoro chinese right? nothng to study anyway nothing to wite
Friday, August 18, 2006 last post was a rather depressing one.nvm. let's post another one. today's my bday cannot be too sad huh? hmm wad can i say no one gave me presents. all say give next time. wadeva. i wan happiness. anyone can gimme? anyway jiaqi's mum gave me an angbao quite surprised haha once again thanks to her mum *claps* haha dotdotdot starting to be lame again. today got physics. my dearest teacher. ms wong. still as cute n lovely as eva. love her!! *beam* -huggs n kisses for her- MUACKKS wow lol maths was rather slack. lit was even slacker. foo lao shi didnt come so e 4 of us had 5periods of DnT lessons!! so fun. but in e end i lost my interest. carn really concentrate on something for long la tad's my style. lit paper. shud be able to pass bahx? for e first time in my life i said tad. but still no guarantees. fell in love wif lit le huh? thanks to another great teacher-- ms rani!! aso very cute huh? muackks for her too dun wana drop lit leh but my average passing rate is ard 1% for 1year n 8mths of my life wif literature i only passed 2 lit tests. 1 lit common test (last year term3) 1lit class test bahx. (aso last year lol) hope i rmb correctly. after school went to jec n eat. wif jing n shannon n mel. saw quite alot of pp who know huh?
today's my bday. am i really happy? somehow i dun think so. not very good mood these few days. in fact i feel so terrible. e more i think abt it e more terrible i feel but i just carn forget abt it he toked to me today wish me happy bday n somehow we got to tad topic. again. e topic i dread so much hua shu shud know wad isit. haha. u again. honoured huh? wad a fake laugh i dun wana hate him but i carn let go. i carn continue. yet i carn get out. someone help me. i am lost. lost in my own life. drown by my own sadness. unable to carry on. thanks for those (esp e guys who know.. thanks.. though i doubt u all will read this post..) who stayed by my side thanks for bringing a real smile to my face at times. thanks for letting me not hate guys this is my worst bday. wad happened? wad happened to e once foreva cheerful gal? she's dead. killed by a love bullet. fired by someone she once loved. died of excessive bleeding. bleed due to severe heartbreak. she isnt as happy as wad pp think. she's putting on a fake smile most of e time carn anyone see through tad? carn anyone sense tad she needs help? no one cared anyway. just let it be.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 dun understand maths a single bit.prefer geog more relax can i drop maths next year? haix tok crap again
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 for me.e art of letting go It's over. He's gone. Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end? There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled. In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we have to but because we have to. In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, e very turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other. I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after." Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up. It's over. He's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.
boredd.. tomoro history one chapter nothing gets into my head today carn really rmb wad happened in school only rmb today ms t__ gave us free period to study history then i wasnt really studying basically daydreaming haha maybe drooling? lol then ms t__ kept on calling my name asking me not to daydream n.. "revise yr history!!" wtf then she wana put me to e naughty corner!! so S-T-U-P-I-D then she suggested to test me on tad topic omg bloody hell la who wants? haix siann ooh i rmb no wonder i carn rmb wad happened before recess we had common test lol my brain tends to forget things i hate very obedient good brain lol (hmm i am like toking to my dog) today went to sihua's (e well-known HUA-shu) hse but went to makan first cup noodles cos my dear huahua n phionna wana save money so i pei2 them shou4 ku3 ~see i so nice~ *beam* dotdotdot then went to huahua hse yunian was damn cute man but e bulge was*ahem* gross pls dun do tad again my dear niannian i beg of u lol haha we were supposed to study at huahua's hse then duno why end up doing pumping lol huahua must train more ya? yr pose is very very de funny laughed e hell out of me siann thanks to huahua for bringing me laughter huh? so down duno why partly cos of tad la u know right e only one who knows leh must feel honoured *winks* btw, 2more days to my bday!!
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 MS WONG I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! MUACK MUACK MUACK!!!yeah shannon i win u le :) 15082006
my life sucks. so lonely. haha lucky got hua shu! love her loadds too man (other than ms w___) common test le still here blogging cos i plan to fail muahahaha maybe too much stress huh? starting to ki siao more n more often but slackers got stress de meh? *confusion in progress* (CIP huh? lol) haha getting more n more easily confused too so beta dun speak too fast if i dun get it i'll flare up easily recently not tad good mood huh? keep threatening to beat pp up lol relax la i wont get real de i like to fight not beat pp up must retaliate then shuang my chemistry sucks today got pop quiz or duno wad shit ahh dead meat j_sse lim's gona kill me for getting zero somehow i feel tad ACC is not tad bad after all hmm although b_nny ng's still as disgusting first thing he shud do is to know how to match his clothes today my favourite period is PE! yeah we used volleyball (isit counted as one?) to play soccer finally feel abit happy e whole game was so damn funny lo shud have took a video of it then put to youtube it'll be one of e funniest haha all those wierd wierd poses n e ball flew in all directions more screamings than playing huh? lol hit quite alot of pp bahx mel was kinda in charge of picking up e ball running here n dere then e rest of e day was kinda boring ms t__ wana us to train for oral then it was kinda.. disastrous lol jieming's was one of e funniest bahx hmm left quite an impression got jieming's style very singlish-ish wad a big word proudly invented by corrine :) all those "lo"s n "la"s made me laugh alot but e best part is e "ah-ma"! haha kinda drove ms t__ crazy huh? but she IS crazy lol then after lunch went back to class walking up e stairs got a little conflict between sec 1 n 2 abt water shud be quite clear enough haha haix geo n eng tomoro good luck to corrine dotdotdot 15082006
Sunday, August 13, 2006 yesterdayboring la watch e ndp repeat haix so fast end le then my dad was toking to me abt.. commanders drills commands commandos chinook ?????????????????? all those very confusing stuff hmm still carn diffferentiate between commanders n commandos e only thing i know is chinook! cos it looks damn cute! in my opinion la how come my dad know so much then i know nothing huh? nvm la i dun really wana know he wans me go do ns then join saf? haha sounds far he senior private for his whole life mahx wan me win back his face lo cos so many of my relatives in saf than all so high rank haix then tad time i got my rank he's kinda jealous lo said "lance corporal only mahx" haha aiya i tok cock again today miss training so much miss those tio scold tio pump life miss e time ma'ams scold us suck at tad time i was damn angry damn pissed but actually.. they r right we really suck i hate this unit but i love e pp in it no choice have to try to make this unit not so sucky lo ms w___ we'll make u feel not so conned de la haha must be having nghtmares now huh? go see our "wonderful" history u will faint haha i am mean but i like it hehe i am turning crazy hmm i AM crazy muahaha 13082006
heard tad u found another gal u like congrats u asked abt me haha i prefer to be single for e time being ya? see how things go bahx.. haix finaly succeeded dao u for almost 1month bahx? carn really rmb dun wana rmb too hope u stay happy wif tad gal ya? tad's all bye 13082006
Friday, August 11, 2006 stupid day.stupid life. stupid me. stupid exam. stupid subjects. stupid classroom. stupid teachers. (some) everything's stupid. all i rmb abt today is e maths test another test tad i flunked. nvr mind. i flunk every test anyway. then i scribbled nonsense. n i slept through e whole test. then when i woke up i realized almost all my ans r wrong. nvr mind. as i said. not e first time. then after sch had lessons wif ms w___. such a nice teacher huh? loveliest. haha i am starting to fall in love wif her!! dotdotdot yeah. finally can understand abit le. anyway common test still die de wad then heard alot of pp (really alot) gossip. abt yesterday's jiao1 dian3 or something. saw ms y__ n mdm w___ huh? didnt know mdm w___ can speak mandarin so well. as for ms y__. her chinese standard is kinda expected. alot of pp imitating her in school huh? from morning until i left school still hear pp toking like her. lame shit. stupid nanhuarians? haix who cares? siann.. gota go. tad's all btw it's my mum's bday!! happy birthday mummy!! 11082006
Thursday, August 10, 2006 i love poemsdare to be When a new day begins, dare to smile gratefully. When there is darkness,dare to be the first to shine a light. When there is injustice, dare to be the first to condemn it. When something seems difficult, dare to do it anyway. When life seems to beat you down, dare to fight back. When there seems to be no hope, dare to find some. When you're feeling tired, dare to keep going. When times are tough, dare to be tougher. When love hurts you, dare to love again. When someone is hurting, dare to help them heal. When another is lost, dare to help them find the way. When a friend falls, dare to be the first to extend a hand. When you cross paths with another,dare to make them smile. When you feel great, dare to help someone else feel great too. When the day has ended, dare to feel as you've done your best. 10082006
life is.. Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. another poem wif e same title 10082006
life is.. Life is a journey, Life is a game, Life is an exam, that you mustn't fail. To be alive it is meant to grow and to serve. To help the needy men, to give and get. To do the right thing, to be good and keen, to save little kids and let birds fly free. But life as a journey, but Life as a game, but Life as an exam, it's got it's own end and gain. Good people live for ever. Even when they're dead. They smile, they're laughing. They're happy till the end. Bad people just die being miserable and sad. No smiles, no laughing, nothing's left to their hands. interesting i like it. 10082006
haha found this poem just for us those who miss ndp loadds goodbye We never thought this day would come, But it's finally here at last, What once was our bright future, Is now are dim-lit past, But we hold onto the memories, The lessons that we learned, The pathways we have traveled down, The corners that we turned, And soon we say our sad goodbyes, That will last us forever, We may see each other again, Maybe once or maybe never, So make your goodbyes ones to remember, The kind that will stay in their heads, Those are the goodbyes they will treasure, The ones that were sad to be said. nice huh? i love it. shall go find more 10082006
on 8aug got ndp celebration in school sian huh? lame thing didnt really see anything during e parade too short? so many idiots in front of me only know when e national flag was raised.. kena stuck halfway then.. mr l__ came to rescue e flag!! dotdotdot then got duno wad prize giving budden gave us a chance to tok cock can be considered something good bahx but e band pp looked quite siann after tad we went up to e hall for some performance? e kiri pusing kanan pusing blakang pusing thingy damn lame but looks like e time when we were part a? damn lame i was half sleeping anyway then went to watch click wif.. erm yeeching shannon melissa yiyan phionna sihua took neo so many pp cannot see properly click was not bad but not really up to wad i had expected yesterday (9aug) it's national day!! quite an eventful day me sihua yiyan phionna were supposed to meet to take neo (sian.. AGAIN) eat lunch n go school together budden phionna went missing we went to find her she was in school her phone got stolen thank god she's alright lol then reached school we were kinda late quickly changed to goldfishhy costume for e last time threw our bags into 102 classroom then report new AI frankly speaking he doesnt gimme a good impression cos he reminds me of somebody someone in our class but e parent was kinda cute love her man lol didnt ask for her name or anything go indoor stadium rehearse n slack actually slack more la then got hairdo after hairdo got make-up stupid my hair like i got involved in a catfight damn messy dinner was kfc again kfc phobia comes back in e kfc box.. dere's a bread (plain bread) whipped potato 2crispy chicken (though it's not crispy) drink is.. of course same as usual mineral water one of e most precious things during ndp trainings after tad lipstick!! haha i managed to get away yeah after lipstick rehearsal again then e AIs said we were late so we ran.. ..n ran.. ..n ran.. to e national stadium quite a long way then when we reached damn early waited so long for e fireworks after fireworks running again entered e stadium through e turf club yeah 1minute of air-con so happy after soka it's us!! pp so gan jiong huh? shuang la i like tad kinda feeling full blast music pp screaming high it happened very quickly just like it came n went at e same time i only rmb i screamed e hell out of me during e kallang wave part then it was over n Captain Tay proposed to his galfren!! wohoo nice one ah wish tad they will live happily eva after :) today nothing to do here to post abt wad happened yesterday n e day before yesterday miss neh-neh so much ndp i love u 10082006
Monday, August 07, 2006 lame day.got ndp training. go national stadium. for e first time i fell asleep in e bus. failed my literature n physics class test 10/25 n 4/10 respectively. not bad le lol. sian. zzzzzzzzz apologized tda's all bye 07082006
Sunday, August 06, 2006 In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB),And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP). Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB). If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and get more from you. So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)? With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA), Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB). And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system. When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH), You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund. If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you, And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH). To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE). If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the roads. If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT), OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS). Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!! nice one ah.. 06082006
hmm.. suddeny rmb tad national day is coming after then... no more trips to e national stadium no more tap dancing (call n answer) (choo-choo) no more AIs no more goldfishes no more dancing boards no more xi1 de guo3 dong4 no more SBS chartered bus no more valuables in e yellow (sometimes blue?) bag no more slacking in e singapore indoor stadium no more make-up (maybe tad's a good thing) no more complaining no more "gate 3" or "gate 4" no more "formation 1" or "formation 2" or "formation 3".. no more neon gloves no more sunblock no more tie3 guan1 yin1 no more "nuts abt life" (e only thing i rmb is e package) no more "drug abuse" water bottles no more newater (more known as shit water ---- da4 bian4 shui3) bottles no more AI's lollipops no more shrooms burger without mushrooms (will miss tad) no more funny n wierd videos abt us no more kaiwen taking stupid photos of greg (*phew*) no more disgusting bata shoes no more neh-neh grp (n neh-neh cheers) no more veggie freaks (those no.4 pp) no more Sam (who always emphasize tad he's a trainer, not AI) no more veggie chips no more morons (captain ***) no more H2O shuai ge no more cute first-aid ma'am (lol i wont forget her) learn tad... sometimes complaining is useless ms y__ can be cool sometimes (SOMETMES) mr t_____ cannot tahan carry our valuables i took loads of photos (even though i hate it) after all i still like dancing sun can kill us (really) sun can melt tracks (can see evidence from my shoe soles) parade commanders r really loud kaira gong is a singaporean gurmit is cute kelvin (chen2 wei3 lian2) isnt too bad cannot look down on choir (in fact must respect them, can tahan e sun) rulang kids r cute soka is doing very well waving hands can be tiring (esp. absolutely everybody) water is precious one for all, all for one cannot shua3 da4 pai2 shannon still not very sure abt e difference between a chinook n helicopter (lol) fireworks can be dangerous (n loud) e toilets in e national stadium r clean (but e smell .........) flag bearers (nanhua) run alot neh-neh grp rawks (even though pp think we have a strange name) coming up next... common tests loads of hw unlimited class test class shirts? e old boring life but i am sure no one will forget abt those little moment "n i will sing a song of home a land of peace where dreams r born everyday my home wherever i may be i believe u will always be a part of me" ~kaira gong n choir n nanhuarians n everyone who contributed to make e ndp a successful one 06082006
now eating long john silver food.. alone at home.. blogging.. sian.. just reached home.. or rather just finished tuition.. start to think whether mdm f__ hates us.. just dun see why she suddenly changes her attitude towards 202 she nvr used to scold us her lessons became torture to us.. haix.. yet mr t______ became nicer to us change maybe a swop in character? hmm i ki siao le sian sian sian tomoro gota go school again weekends pass damn fast ahh~! i wana die!! who wants to kill me? i willl reward tad person. ooh i forgot. i am already dead. 06082006
Friday, August 04, 2006 haix.orienteering test. sick n injured. wif singxuan. she's sick n injured too. our timng is 38min.. sgts said e time limit is 30min. tad means we failed. budden after tad e boys said tad e time limit was supposed to be 1hr. hmm duno whether anyone (gals) passed if 1hr shud have quite alot passed. if half hour dun think anyone (gals) passed only 2boys team completed e test within 30minutes unbelievably xinzhi is one of them lol haix reported sick after e test. knee injury old injury i guess too much injuries to recall. super malu lo report sick in front of soooo many pp then almost all e guys staring at me feel like shouting "nvr see pp report sick before ah??" lol lame i am getting lamer ahh!!! save me!! dots beta end before i start crapping non-stop 04082006
Thursday, August 03, 2006 today.. quite eventful..maths test.. i know i flunked it.. after school.. met e part Cs n mr foneka n ms TYF chat? tok? duno how to describe kinda funny esp mr fonseka e point system very cute although mr fonseka kinda got short term memory? e same issue he marked us down thrice nvm we r not going to start another issue just 'cos of this stupid point system hope everything will turn out okay after this hope we r now all very unsure abt wad's gone happen next wad shud we do when we see them? how will they treat us? how will training be like in e future? can we really be frens? but anyway still have to thank them for being so honest today no matter whether we can be frens i promise i will try my best to be a good cadet n listen to instructions thanks anyway today is kinda nice day i laughed quite alot n miracles do happen i managed to tok to them calmly!! quite an achievement for me but somehow i realized tad all our conflicts r so small stuff maybe we r too sensitive maybe i shudnt just arriveto conclusions 'cos i dun like them hence i wana start afresh n maybe say sorry? omg i changed quite alot lol think tad's all 03082006
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 haix.. today recess saw one of THEM having PE lesson..idiotic new haircut but no matter wad i just dislike her n everything she does. cos of everything she did. just watch. one day i will really return everything THEY did to me. make them regret it for e rest of THEIR lives. f*ck THEM la!! everytime see us must stare n stare n stare everytime write posts on blog aso must tok abt us everytime see us must curse n curse n curse ok personal grudges aside wth did my mum do?? she got scolded for nothing!! i will seek revenge I WILL. let's see who's e REAL LOSER in e end. 02082006
haix.. english lesson.. TYF!! comp lab super sian.. stupid!! hate life.. tok next time bye 02082006
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 haiz. bad day. possible reasons as followed.1) chemistry lesson. jesse lim!! not say i dun like her. it's just tad during e lesson i can feel e pressure. her eyes very scary. so big. like going to pop out lidat. but overall she's quite a nice teacher. in my opinion. if not shannon is going to make noise again. 2) sore throat. so hungry. budden so many things carn eat. my throat is killing me. mum keep saying dun eat fried food n blah blah blah. i guess i shud just be a good gal for once. or twice. or thrice. oh wadeva. 3) sick. flu n wadeva. i duno wad's wrong wif me. feeling so sick. but i just carn say wad exactly is wrong. so uncomfortable all over. feel like screaming. everything just doesnt feel right. 4) pe lesson sucks. basketball. not for me. 5) bad mood. feel like killing THEM. screaming at THEM. shouting at THEM. swearing at THEM. cursing THEM. return everything THEY did to me. yet. i dun feel any hatred. maybe i am just too tired to give a damn. hmm. tad's abt all bye 01082006
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Am IJust Who
My name is Corrine and I dont think I really know who I am anymore. This is my blog, and maybe from here you'll find that I'm not exactly like the Corrine you used to think you knew.
I CuddleThings New shoes. New bags. New slippers. New handphone. New clothes. Good grades. Sleep. Food. My bolster. NCCG IS DA LOVEEE!
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Hello Kitty, Play with us today.
We'll laugh and sing on this lovely sunny day.
All your friends are waiting for you, ready to run and play.
Everyone will gather round. This is what they'll say:
"When we see your friendly smile, you brighten up our day."
Oh! Hello, Hello Kitty, Hello's your friend.
Your smile is pretty like a flower that's in bloom.
Love is in your heart. It sings a happy tune.
Hello, Hello Kitty. Play with us today.
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